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God is in the details The above is from an article in Wired about a year ago, about a study theorizing that human notions -- and senses -- of divine presence are purely behavioral, purely neuronal.
I've been thinking a lot about spirituality lately, mostly because I haven't Felt it in a while. I haven't been to church since September 11, and my experience that day felt forced and hollow. I soaked in the presence, the mourning, the strength and love of my fellow churchgoers, but I didn't feel like God was anywhere to be found. Maybe it was too soon to expect healing or any sense of peace, however slight. Everyone goes through phases where they feel closer to or farther from God. Lately I've felt far. Far from the God of my Catholic upbringing, far from its strictures and rules, which I don't miss. (Also far from its symbolism and ritual, which I do.) I can't entirely attribute the swing away to living in the liberal enclave of Chapel Hill, because there were times in San Francisco -- infinitely more liberal -- that I did feel spiritual, even religious. Whole and loved and bathed in holy watchfulness and light. And anyway, I'm in the South. If ever I should be moved by the spirit, it's here. But my back isn't wholly turned. There's something pulling me so that, even in my deepest moments of disbelief, I question and I read and I think (rarely, though, do I pray). But something compels me to acknowledge and seek out spirituality, if not faith. So this study and its premises appeal to me right now. Especially statements like this: Hey, I can celebrate a divine presence without thinking S/He wants me to tithe 10% and genuflect a lot! Um. But I don't think any God would take issue with celebrating and being thankful for a sense of self. Maybe someday I will be able to move from this self-absorbed spirituality to something more outwardly focused, more meaningful and sacrificial (ah, betraying my Catholic roots yet again). I was dithering about whether to allow comments on this entry, but I'd really like to hear people's thoughts on the article. Not, please, on my existential crisis. 3 Dec 2001 at 07:33 PM
Comments Umm, *not* everyone "goes through phases where they feel closer to or farther from God". I have personally never had a moment of genuine religious feeling (to my knowledge) -- and I really really want to! I'm not sure I can even claim to believe in most non-religious ethical precepts, such as whatever it is that makes people think it's bad to kill animals. My brother says that people must be inculcated with the idea of God before they reach the age of reason (say, 10 years old) or they never will -- and since I was not exactly the brightest bulb in the chandelier as a child, it's possible that I didn't get my serving of divinity-awareness the day they were passing it out. Since you raised the topic, though, can I ask you something (feel free not to answer if it's an awkward subject)? I've always wondered: why do Americans so frequently drop the religion of their upbringing in favor of other religions or some kind of unaffiliated spirituality? If one is wrong or corrupt, aren't they all likely to be just as bad? Says Troutgirl Ah -- you're right, I should amend my previous statement. How about this? "Every non-atheist goes through phases where they feel closer to or farther from God." ...which is an interesting notion. Most atheists seem *so sure* that there is no God that doubt (which is to say, faith) never seems to cross their minds. It's a non-question. But believers, even ordained priests (or even agnostics), suffer bouts of questioning and waffling and spiritual crisis. Why should this be so? Is it a question of emotion, which lets you believe, vs. reason, which doesn't? Is the divine presence testing them so that only the truly faithful reach heaven/nirvana/happy-eternal-ending-of-your-choice? And what does it mean if Joyce is right -- that you can only have a sense of the divine if you're taught to, and taught early? (I wonder how she would fare wearing this researcher's electrode hat.) To that end, there's a good book by Julian Jaynes suggesting that early humans were essentially schizophrenic; the two halves of their brains didn't communicate well yet, and the disjoint between them is the true origin of religion and "divinity-awareness." As to the second point, maybe it's simply a matter of American individualism. Probably large numbers drop their parents' faith(s) out of rebellion. Others want to "find themselves" and "choose their own path." Still others, like me, just think too much. Says Xy Hmmm, interesting notion -- faith is actually a species of doubt, while atheism is a kind of certainty. I think you're more right about the non-question-ness than the *so sure*-ness. I mean, if I were actually thinking about it I would have to say I don't believe in anything like the Christian God -- but most of the time it's more that I can't imagine the universe being configured in such a way that it could be a question of interest to me. Says Troutgirl I am looking for the source of the phrase God is in the Details. Who said it first? Says J. Roberto Whitaker Penteado Bartlett's Familiar Quotations says ""God is in the details': A popular aphorism with the architect Ludwig Mies van der Rohe and the art historian Aby Warburg; attributed [Le bon Dieu est dan le detail] to Gustave Flaubert but without verification." William Safire mentioned it in a New York Times article on July 30, 1989. He spoke with the editor of Bartlett's, who said: "We've had little success with 'God (or 'the Devil') is in the details,'" says Mr. Kaplan. "We know that Mies van der Rohe used it in discussing architecture; Flaubert has been suggested, but nobody can find it in his writings. I think it may come from John Ruskin, because it sounds like him on the subject of workmanship, but we need the specific citation." Says Xy Where In The World Will We Find The Most Wealth? Says Michael Levy i use phrase God is in details, but all my co-workers had only heard Devil. When i did Google search, there were 3x more citations for God than devil. i think by saying God, you're affirming the beauty possible by focusing on even the smallest detail. w/devil in details, it sounds negative, like one misstep and the whole enterprise is doomed. Says doro To address your original idea/question to an archived file: I think, therefore I am, said a human. I am that I am, said, according to biblical interpretation, "God". Says Trina Hansen Post a comment |